Feb 22, 2026

Just had an amazing Prom last saturday with my school batch 😊 It was honestly great! I liked it (surpirsingly)!
Got to see many of the performances each section did, gifted my partner a boquet, and also messed up a lil with the dance moves, it's ok lol 😭 the food was also nice :3

This week has been so soooooooo tiring, the 3rd quarter 3 weeks ain't holding punches, I'm pretty sure everyone else is also sick and tired and exhuasted and tired and just want to end the school year... 🥹
IFHY suspensions >:[ DIEIEDIDEIDDEIDDEIIEDEIDEIDIDEIEEEE anyways

I have been planning something behind the scenes during all of this, maybe it will come to fruition at May, no promises, just maybe-
Yeagh it's an Object Show Comic, surprise! 🥳 yuy
I don't wanna give too much right now, but imagine Diamond Jubilee by Cindy Lee :) the tone is something like that!

Birbye 🐦
I like that stim lol :P

Feb 14, 2026

What the fuck man I was just chilling with my husband... 💔(but brown) Pretty cool track though 😭 definitely heard about 'Aphex Twin' before and this being my first impression of them was... very interesting 🥀

Anyways back to cuddling with my partner, happy Valentimes! 🥳🩵

Feb 11, 2026

Woke up energized at 4:23am (?), read chapter 4 of Catcher in the Rye, napped a lil for 15 mins, and appreciated the window view at such an early morning. Honestly amazing sequence, definitely top 50 mornings of all time. XP

Also checked the stats for TAS... 1640 views and only 1 follower, keep it going gng 😭✌️

Valentines is getting close, and I just want to say that I hope you all have a wonderful time with your loved ones, whether it be your partner, family or friends! :D

I also want to say that it's ok if you don't have anyone to celebrate it with, you can still celebrate it by yourself! :P Just do what makes you happy, and don't let societal expectations get in the way of your happiness! :J

Simmering thought from the early morning:

"Cremation literally is the way for handling deceased people, like that should be the main way. Graves take up too much space and risk them being exposed to the environments, putting them in grids of concrete is even worse; Besides, you can do a lot with ash if you said so, like being turned into a knife! That would be cool :P
Just thinking about my grandparents, that's all, they would probably still prefer graves, y'know, conversative stuff."

And lastly, song of the week :P Bye for now! ! !

Feb 4, 2026

The argument that you have to drop everything you are a fan of that feels "child-coded" when you are an adult is stupid.
I have seen numerous people deprecating themselves - especially on twitter - for liking media like Ninjago, BFDI or My Little Pony at their 20s, and I'm just thinking to myself like 'why are they so puritanical?'...T_T
Age literally doesn't matter what you like, as long as it's not harming anybody you can still be a fan of it, nobody is forcing you to drop it, other than societal expectations of the long past 😭

Speaking of puritanical, that Northenlion rant about movies was absolutely amazing 🥹. I personally never dealt seriously with movies so far, but I can feel the same when dealing with the niche and benign, "You think you're the only real person." fucking chills man, props to him :P

Besides that, everything goin' alright, just getting very loaded on academics again -_- making me burn't out and forgetting this website a lil. Can't you believe that they compressed a semester to 3 weeks? I don't either.

Birbye 🐦

Jan 28, 2026

Yay, enjoy the expanded catalog! ! ! :D
Finally fixed the fonts aswell T_T it's so much clearer now :J

Jan 27, 2026

I just did a literary analysis on a comic panel and I felt like I witnessed the peak of storytelling 😭
it's basically just two panels but it tells so much, it tells about ~300 words of compact analysis actually XP I'll prob be putting that on the blog next month :P

Expect the album batch to drop tomorrow, goodybeeeee ✌️

Jan 21, 2026

I may have just went ahead and rated every album I have listened to 😭 so like about 25 albums in the html file XD

I will still be busy with academics rn, but I'm planning to make another monthly blog, I have lot's to talk about when I'm back :P

Jan 12, 2026

I would like to share to you all the lyrics to a song that I love recently. These truly are hard times we are living in. Link to the song is here.

 
무엇이 진실되고 무엇이 거짓된지
현실과 가상의 잔상만 가득한

격변의 시대에 반기를 띄우는
동료들은 하나둘씩 사라지고

나 홀로 이곳에 서있네
아무것도 바라지 않은채로
모두가 바뀌어갈때 영원할 나의 영토여

세상이 나를 등지더라도 나만은 나를 지켜주기를

무엇이 그대이고 무엇이 나인지
현실과 가상의 중간에 서있네

서로의 제국은 점점 문을 활짝 열어두고
눈 둘 줄 모르는 백성들 누구에게 화풀이하는가

이젠 지쳤어 이젠 질렸어 아침이 온다 내일이 온다

나 홀로 이곳에 누우네 더는 서있을 힘도 없이
모두가 바뀌어갈때 너무나 늦은 나의 시대

세상이 나를 등지더라도 나만은 나를 지켜주기를
세상이 나를 등지더라도 나만은 나를 지켜주기를

거짓된 추억에 잠겨버린 격변의 시대의 부적응자

나 홀로 이곳에 잠드네 꿈의 다음을 보기 위해
모두가 바뀌어갈때 너무나 늦은 나의 시대
격변의 시대
혼란의 시대


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What's true and what's false
Only afterimages of reality and imaginary

Revolting against the age of fluctuation
My friends disappear one by one

Now I stand here alone
Without wanting anything
While everything changes
My territory will last forever

Even if the world turns away from me
I wish myself to protect me

What's you and what's me
Standing in the middle of reality and imaginary

The empires of each other keep their doors wide open
People who don't know where to look, who do they vent their anger on?

I'm tired of it
I'm sick of it
Morning is coming
Tomorrow is coming

Now I lie here alone
Having no power to stand
Everyone changes
But my days are too late

Even if the world turns away from me
I want me to protect myself

A misfit in an age of fluctuation
Locked in its false memories

Now I sleep here alone
To see the next part of the dream
Everyone changes
But my days are too late

Age of fluctuation
Age of confusion
                        

Jan 8, 2026

Added a guestbook instead of the google form lol, go check it out if you want :P

Jan 7, 2026

Finally did a long overdue carrd update that redirects to this website 💀 You can check it out here if you want lol, there were also some old logs from 2 years ago in that site so I just photocopied them here :P I will also be making a ✒️ poetry section - and the second batch of album 📀 rates in the catalog soon, along with some other touchup's, so stay tuned for that :D

Jan 3, 2026

Just watched BFDIE yesterday and I really love it to bits!💜

I love how laidback this season is and how charming the characters are, they are so cute!!! ^o^ 🥹
I never really got what all the harrasment to sam and florence because of this :/ I mean sure it may have been "overhyped" by the premiere, but I think that's just shows how chronically online you are T_T - how seriously you take this silly web-series.
I personally am enjoying the ride all the way through, and this lil 6th season is quite the pleasant surprise! :D Also watched this video by the goat zye, and I think I'll participate in this math clock contest! Maybe... 😁 That's all \!o!

Jan 1, 2026

Welp, if it isin't a new year! 🤩🎆

2025 might be my most important year of my life in terms of mentally finding myself, and I am forever gratefull for that :)
But even still- let's not get ahead of ourselves; there were highs (really highs) and lows (really lows) sprinkled around, the socio-economic state of the world sucks, It's a million degrees outside, the flood-control money is gone, quite terrible things all around this year - while I undergo a metamorphosis myself I would say :/

Things are hard right now, things *will* get worse. But I still think to myself that I'm still here, living, breathing, noticing -_- That I still care for this thrashed garden we call 'earth', even when attrocities are being made.
Everyone can't bear the weight of the world, and that's ok. We should be changing stuff that is in our grasp, not everything at once. Just like how politics is formed, it starts with the individual; from then, we will come to make great changes, it's just simply not our time yet as the Gen Z collective.
And even then we are already doing changes, it's a youth rebellion all around. :]

Don't give up, and fight for the people! :J
For now, we shall celebrate this festive day <3
Hang out! Enjoy! And good evening! 🍾 (if you can) :)

Dec 25, 2025

Merry Christmas (and eve) everyone! :D 🎄💫 with another year closing in - a very revelational year for me :"), I hope you guys have a wonderful time with your loved ones and friends :J

It's quite fitting that this website has also hit 1,000 visits at the same time! :D Thank you all for the support and love, even if you were here for a minute, I really appreciate it; Glory to Arcinau! <3
I know this is going to be an abrupt topic switch, but for those who are struggling with loneliness or just feeling down in general, I want you to know that you are not alone. There are people who care about you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Reach out to friends, family, or even online communities; that's bravery.
Sometimes just hanging out - being around with someone can make a big difference, as I have 💖

I will talk about this more sometime in the future, why I felt the need to say it, and maybe even a blog about it. But let us all celebrate the christmas cheers and joy today! :D
it is the gift of giving afterall- that's why I gave this advice lol :P /lh

Goodnight everybody zzzzzZzzZzZ

Dec 19, 2025

Oh my god what an interesting sound ;-;

Also it wasn't that peak dawg 😭 it's like... good idk

Dec 17, 2025

Aaaaannndd that's the rewrite done! :D
oh yeah and also the catalog page is also up and running now! go check it out :P Expect more albums to be added later in the month as I haven't finished rating them all, this truly is the gift of giving :J
Also have a blog in mind to write, will probably do it but not sure when :P

Dec 10, 2025

Gng did he finish it 🥀
Happy december everyone! :J 🎅🦌🎄❄️
I just started making a catalog page in VSC for all the music I listen to! Fun! :D

Just like what I did in that first blog for C & CITDT and RMP, I will just kind of rank all of the stuff I listened to during my time on the internet! :) Maybe even a dedicated comments/review on some albums like I did. Will be pretty cool!

While I was gone working on my academics (too much academics mind you T_T freaking typhoon/s in the way 🥀), I decided to rewrite some of the code in this website -also on VSC- so I can work on this more cleanly, mainly just making the sidebar and header a separate file and some java magic to display it for every page here. I think this is called "streamlining" idk. Pretty cool stuff! B)

Anyways I have to go back to purgatory see yall in a week byeeeee... 😭

Dec 6, 2025

Fuuuuuckk it's peak... 🕊️

Nov 30, 2025

Darn I kindof realizing how bad this website looks 🥹

Nov 29, 2025

Happy turkey day, I ain't even celebrate it but yay! :D 🦃 Just wanna go out and say-

I usually hate stories that -whether it be a film, novel or worldbuilding- has the plot subtlety of a brick thrown at you. Where you can basically grasp what is it about or what happened before the fourth-way mark, all gas no brakes. I mean it is ok if the target audience is mostly kids (excluding adolescents). But if the topic is more serious, please don't dumb down the watchers/readers by making things so obvious and indirectly spoiling the work. T_T

Also Oh my God... I never heard Kendrick's Control Verse before but wooooooow that buildup to the name calling is craaaaaazy.

Anyways that all byeeee!! YuY

Nov 24, 2025

Making some compilations to be sent to the yt, GD demos 'n stuff on magbay :D I really enjoyed my lil vaccation I went on last week, the food was good 👍 I have to go back now to school work (probably idk) 🥀

I have been kind of losing interest in Tower Creating, probably because I can't use the music I want to use in rblx -- CC and SILY in particular -- it's a heavy demotivator for me :( Which is why i'm starting to pivot back to GD creation a lil bit.
ALSO yeah I have plans on making a catalog of all of the music I have listened to :P there's no code yet for it and I will probably do it next month, so stay tuned for that!

Nov 17, 2025

On a random monday for some reason 🥹 lol

Nov 16, 2025

Hello everyone still here! ^_^ 👋🦅

Nov 8, 2025

I don't plan on abandoning this website by the way. I have found so many amazing people in a proper surfing on the web it's amazing :)
It's kind of a shame to see many websites in neocities have been abandoned possibly for months or years, quite sad we don't get to see their full pottential and stuff, what they really are would be a mystery for the lucky few who get to see. o7

I would also like to share a fundraiser that I found last week or so, 'shister' is in quite need of some money to go and study in the U-states and live with her partner and non-bio family.
She's in quite a predicament, and it would mean a lot to her if you can donate some money through her Kofi or directly through commisions through her discord! Even small amounts can go long ways :J

I guess that's all for now, stay safe everyone! especially those in the philippines that have to face a super typhoon :(
Bleh :P

Nov 5, 2025

Hermitcraft is so unbelievably peak... 🥹 also expect blog today :P

Nov 3, 2025

So much things are happening in the OSC right now this week :sob:

Like what do you MEAN there is finally a wikipedia article of BFDI now? YAYYYYYY!! 😭😭🥳 - and on the opposite end - AnimationEpic suing their market outsourcer for mishandlement of their merch and profit, yayyy justice LL good luck to them :(
And a few hours ago AB4 IS FINALLY RELEASED AFTER A YEAR OR SO! YAYYYYYY!!! AND IT'S GREAT, REALLY GOOD AND ALL BUT WHAT DO YOU MEAN THIS IS AN A-SIDE XD "Animatic Battle 4A: Thank You For The Barbeque" is it's title and whatnot. Greeny and his team once again did an amazing job making this! Go check it out now! and especially from the start of the series if you havent watched it all! :)

image screenshot of the BFDI page in wikipedia! After much beef for no reason ;)

Oct 12, 2025

I'm not good enough for blogs 🥀

Oct 6, 2025

Haven't said this since last week that it happened, but I liked the picks for the Steelspire Horizon subrealm!

I especially loved ToNoS (Tower of Nerves of Steel) for daring to be an classic punishing tower - no NETS WOW! - amidst the modern era of tower building, definitely check it out. I think it's quite funny that people are mad about CoD (Citadel of Deathmatch) not getting in lol, one user in the discord server crashed out and they were banned from submitting towers ever again, another said in the general chat of it's reveal - "Charlie Kirk or EToH" :sob:, that might be the same person I'm not sure most of the messages are deleted now. X(

image of 'Tower of Nerves of Steel', it hangs over a hurricane below :O

I personally think that CoT (Citadel of Treachery) was the better pick, I am biased ofc because I don't like open expansive "towers" -*cough *cough ToTHT- that well, much less a citadel. They blur the line of what is considered a 'tower' and an 'obby' is, heck even ToNN (Tower of Nothing New) didn't stray away from the gameplay being out bounds of the 100x100 that much. Keeping that definition on check is good, great even!
CoD to me is more of an obby than a tower, that's all :J

Last thing, one bit of a nitpick is SoGC (Steeple of Golf Course) getting in. I do think it is deserved, but I don't quite like how it focuses too much on the Golf ball mechanic rather than focusing more on the gameplay side of things; This is an easy steeple Afterall, and an introduction to more of the non-linear routing would have been nice, Imagine multiple courses to complete in one place. This steeple is still really good tough C:

image of 'Steeple of Golf Course', mario galaxy looking islands :sob:

Keeping myself from spoiling any further and just patiently waiting for the area release now :P Hope I will have a good time playing it, and a good future to EToH itself <3
blog when? Idk I do whatever I want :J

Sep 28, 2025

Bros... It's just one stop and it didn't let me get my 3-digit :sob:
Can I get an amen for 100? ;_;

Sep 15, 2025

I'm not dead yay!-
Starting to go around making the first blogs, art's section will probably be in the back burner for now.

One of the blogs I was about to make got pushed back because I thought the project I am making about it will be completed by now, but it isn't. And honestly... I got really bummed out by this 'project', so i'm not gonna work on it for about a week to clear my head. T_T
That was quite a learning - and frustrating - experience ngl so that will be interesting when this blog comes out. :J In fact, that will probably be split into 2 or 3 blogs just because of how much work was put into it.

One of the other blogs would be about WPlace though! So that will be cool to share aswell :D Oh and also a personal experience with myself and... 'questioning' they say... :?

That's all for now, no promises :P

Aug 28, 2025

Official opening of the website! :D
The Arts and Videos section is not yet done, and I generally am not comfortable yet with sharing it, but I'll try to set a goal for myself to complete it with the next month :P

Aug 20, 2025

So uhh... Dead Chat? 😭
This site will no longer host the arcinau logs, that is an abandoned project! Sorry to anyone who was waiting for it as I moved on to other works of mine that I found more fufilling and fun to do! I hope you understand X(

aaanyways in a couple or so days -maybe even a week- I will be turning this website to my own personal needs! ::P aboutme stuff, some logs, toughts, yadayadayada.
I think the reason for this change was because of the recent changes youtube has made, and I kind of want to host my own video's aswell in this site instead of their's haha! ::)

If you guys are interested in that then thank you for being with me, to anyone who is still there lol (I doubt it), That's all for now, and I will see you in a week time!
- Arc